Happy, Scared, Excited, Worried, Overwhelming, Glad

All these mix feeling is coming to me now. We had sold off our old home house. We moved all our things to our new house home. But we haven’t officially move in yet because it was the “cheng beng” season and no one move house – according to some ppl lah. BUT i’m thinking if you’re praying to the ancestors all these while and now the ancestors are all out, aren’t you suppose to “celebrate” with them when u move into a new place? haha… But i don’t care lah. As long as it is not disturbing me… so meanwhile Ha-B can go and straighten things out while waitting for the auspicious date which is 21Apr2012.

So far everything turns out OK. Thanks to my mover Ha-B who had move the whole house up to our new place, Rawang, and unpack most of the boxes 🙂 Because i told him i just want to move in and it is in a ready-mode to live in. I just wanna jump in and feel comfortable. He really make it quite come true. Thanks ah dear a zillion ga-zillion.

Now here comes my mood…. abit scared because i’ll be living with 2 monsters. Recent “activity” J pour M  a cup of corn on the walker and they BOTH played with the buttery floor and walker!!! OMIGOSH… u don’t know how difficult to wash both buttery son! Not to mention slippery lagi tu~~ now i’m scared i can’t handle both at the same time.

Worried coz i will need to prepare food for 3 ppl now onwards. ei~~ where’s Ha-B rite? He will not be at home MOST of the time. morning go out work.. come back nite after 9.30pm so i guess no lunch or dinner needed for him.

Happy & excited because this will be our new home. I can build my castle in my little cozy home. Do the things i want to do with my kids, trained and teach them the way i want with no interference. Our own life, our own home, our own place… ah~~

and also quite glad coz the time is finally here that i don’t need to tolerate with any other thing.. besides my kids that is…

Overall.. i am really happy this is happening so soon. Thank you God … and of course Ha-B

 

 

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