Happy 2nd birthday


This morning this bday boy as tho knew he is older. After pee, took his tooth brush and tooth paste to brush his himself. Sometimes mom hv to let go to see how they hv grown. He just do it without me asking and without my help.


Happy birthday my dear sweetie pie.. mom and dad will forever love u and pray u grow up to be a healthy and good person..

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Can only watch them

This boy is my first son.very caring and sensertive person… i had a terrible headache yesterday and cant wake up to do anything.  daddy also told him tat mummy is sick so be quiet. (I think) the whole day he was well behave. I slept whole day, when i was awake for 10min i started to vomit again.. i saw the whole house was in a messed. Full of toys… with my dying voice i told them to keep and they did. I dun even need to use the cane or shout at them.once said and it is done. Should remind myself less of yelling… or more of falling sick ? Hehe..

Looking at them, i felt relieve and continue my sleep, my elder son keep coming and take a look at me, i wasnt very concious, but i knew wat he did, he gv me his smelly pillow, kiss me on the forehead. keep coming back to check out on me too. Touching my face, my head and telling me “mama, dun sick sick”

My yonger son was also checking on me once awhile,asking me how am i and caressing my head.

When i am sick i can see them better, coz there is nothing i can do but to watch them while lying on the sick bed…..this is the time dun need to do anything just be with them… or perhaps they are being with me… thanks to hubby who did all the cooking and feeding..

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Breastfeeding Week : 1-7th Aug

My journey…

i’m coming to 24th month already. Had try to start him with FM 2 months back. Reason being my period is here and my supply drop during mentrual. Making him sucking so darn hard and still not a drop AND my nipple feels falling off. Anyway, nearly 2yrs i’m happy already. Anything beyond that is definitely a bonus. Since i’m DL all the time it makes me very hard to wean off and drinking from a bottle takes practice. Feeding him with morning and nite session with FM. Somehow he is still waking midnite to suckle for comfort. This also tired me out.

These days i’d been tell him my nen nen is painful, there’s once i put chilli sauce to tease him off… haha… good for practicing eating chilli. But it was just for fun.. dun wan to do tat to him. But i’d been telling him i’m in pain and my milk spoilt. There is no more milk left inside.

Today i told him that, he show me his pitiful face, “sayang-sayang” while caressing my head. Then i told him dun drink nen2 anymore kay. He nod his head and then.. lie the other side of the breast. -_-“

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Drawing Human




I’d never taught him to draw human, or given him a pen to simple draw. He can only use the pen or pencil to write. And i gave him chalk also i told him to write A-B-C-D-E for me… hahaha but i had seen many children who had gone to school can draw pretty neat and nice.. so i cuba nasib.
Yes he can draw papa and mama… of course i guide him abit.. i told him to draw the head, body, leg and the other leg, hands and HAIR. hahaha….

Jboy 1st drawing of human

1837_10151340555246517_98844331_n(his first drawing of a bus –  ‘aiyak upside down’ he said)

Homeschool – preparation

how funny it is when u send ur child to school u expect to learn things there and now i need to prepare him to catch up with the rest -_-

anyway reason being was he is a bit late into kindy (others were as young as 3 and 4) he will be 5 next year. and still not able to write A-Z in capital and small case. *sigh* why the standard so high lah~~

writing half way.. he told me he can’t breathe -_- what a new excuse… normally u will hear other kids saying, hand tired, leg tired, wanna to pee, wanna drink water, sleepy but my son told me HE CAN’T BREATHE !!! what should i do with him

20130801_162414( revise of capital A – and he forgot how to write *sigh* )


( very ugly but 1st time writing – can pass lah. i tried very hard to close my eye )


( school registration photo taken, Mboy is just for saja2 )